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we can never go back again , that much is certain . The past is still too close to us . The things we have tried to forget and put behind us would stir again , and that sense of fear , of furtive , struggling at length to blind un--reasoning panic--now mercifully stilled , think God -- might in some manner unforeseen become a living companion , as it had been before .
He is wonderfully patient and never complains, not even when he remembers .... which happens , I think , rather more often than he would have me know .
I can tell by the way he will look lost and puzzled suddenly , all expression dying away from his dear face as though swept clean by an unseen hand , and in its place a mask will form , a sculptured thing , formal and cold , beautiful still but lifeless . He will fall to smoking cigarette after cigarette, not both eying to extinguish them , and the growing stubs will lie around on the ground like petals . He will talk quickly and eagerly about nothing at all, snatching at any subject as a panacea to pain.
I believe there is a theory after suffering and that to advance in this or any world we must endure ordeal by fire . This we have done in full measure, ironic though it seem.
We have both know fear , and loneliness , and very great distress . I suppose sooner or later in the life of everyone comes a moment of typical. We all of us have our particular in the end. We have conquered ours, or so we believe

我们能再从未回去, 那肯定。过去仍然是太紧挨我们。我们设法忘记的事并且投入在我们之后再会搅动, 并且恐惧那感觉, 对偷偷摸摸, 奋斗充分对盲人联合国-- 推差郑理恐慌-- 现在仁慈地被平定, 认为上帝-- 可能未预见到有点成为一个生存伴侣, 因为它以前是。他比他会让我知道美妙地是患者和从未抱怨, 不是既使当他记住.... 发生, 我相当经常认为, 。我能告诉他顺便说一句将看起来失去并且突然困惑, 所有表示死于他亲爱的面孔好象被清扫的干净由一只未看见的手, 和在它的地方面具将形成, 一被雕刻的事, 正式和寒冷, 美丽平静但正或无生命。他将跌倒对抽烟的香烟在香烟, 不是两个以后eying 熄灭他们, 并且增长的残余部分将虚清颂放在地面象瓣。他迅速和热切地将谈话关于没什么根本, 夺走在任一个主题作为万能药与痛苦。我相信有一种理论在遭受和那以后推进在这或我们必须忍受考验由火的任一个世界中。这我们做了在充分的措施, 反语虽然它似乎。我们安排两个知道恐惧, 和寂寞, 和非常伟大的困厄。我迟早假设在大家的生活中来片刻的典型。我们我们大家有我们的特殊性在最后。我们征服了我们的, 或因此我们相信

是不是《rebecca》里的句子。很美。